O.O.C.

Have you ever notice that sometimes I wear jacket in a fair day or even in a sunny day - I'm out of control of myself, where everybody is asking and get confused on what I am wearing of? But behind those questions, I still kept the answers inside myself and remain silence for every single clothes that I wear. I'm not a fashonista either a freak model, I'm just me, I wear comfortable clothes that suits my needs - no questions about that. "It's not just clothes, every clothes have history and story to tell." Beyond every color, texture and designs - it will represents who you are. There is a big impact on what we are wearing of - attitude, but behind all of these, there is an emotions that no one can understand. I feel secured everytime I wear it, not to mention the weather and the people who surrounds me - but for the security and comfort that it brings to me. From these, it serves as a comfort zone of myself - that no one can give.

back into you

"Why is my feeling for him is coming back, haunting me every now and then, to the fact that I have already move on. Am I just stupid enough to fool my own self? We have no commitment and even a relationship to start with. We are friends ever since we've met, he knows that - I know. We are bonded with our mutual understanding, is it enough?, in times that we've been together, it seems that we have chemistry and all the ingredients needed to make a story a happily ever after is already present. But the true part of it - It can't be? It is really hard to fall inlove with someone, especially if that person means so much to you and he knows that you loved him, since the day that you've met. "