essense of bliss

"Making decisions on the path that I want to is one way of determining on how strong I am, knowing my self better, and finding my own bliss in life. No matter how many fall I've already made, the colorful feathers that I had, still there something missing - the essense of the bliss itself."

Finding the real happiness in life would be the hardest goal. Knowing the different obstacle that may occured while still living, one step can change your whole life and along those road that we will travel there would be lot of person that we will encounter with, along with the good and bad memories that it may brings. Can anyone determine and justify if the person is really happy on what he is doing? Would it varies on the actions that he posses, the moods it shows or in the fulfillment and contentment that he had? People are emotionals in a way that it shows naturally, and sometimes people are stupid(..and I'm one of them), but along that stupidity factor, we learned, we lived and become a better individuals. We become on what we want it to be, no less no more. We have different perspective on one idea, a picture can tell a thousand words and a cycle never ends. Real happiness lies in our heart, no questions, no hesitation - it's unconditional. Unconditional in a way that you touched other peoples lives and be part it. There are lot of reason to smile - to be happy. One source of my happiness is my family, their number one on my lists. I appreciated every little things they've done to me - and it counts. I love to play with my nephews and niece, their my little angels, in addition with my "inaanaks" - they made me smiled every now and then. I joined an organization that contributes on the community base, it feels more satisfying to see group of indivuals helping one another to builds other future - it's one of my extensions of happiness, and being an educator on my field, seeing my students learned everyday, regardless on the subject matter but also on the applications of real life situation. It feels more rewarding to see them nuture and grow as a better indivuals. They say it is a noble profession, you have to dedicate all your heart, your passion, your time - yourself. As an indivual, as a product in this world that we live in - we can do lot of things. Going beyond our limits and expecations serve us on how strong we are and it would start with one simple step - making decision and the essense is - on it.