a piece of battle arena

23rd of October - a new day for me to battle in. This past few days, there are lot of things happen in my life, started from the day that my student created my own blog last 17. Since then, I'm eager to post my blog, my personal insigths - the other side of me.

18th of October, birthday of my other sister - Jonabel, late afternoon, after office hours. One way of pampering myself is by going to the salon, wherein I have my manicure and pedicure. After that I have a date with my highschool friends - Nhesa and Michelle, I miss them. We spend our saturday nigth in a nice place here in Lucena, we have conversations, bondings, photo shoots, great music, food and drinks - just like good all times. I treated them as sister to me since highschool not to mention that all of us are employed with our respective fields of interest. We have to say goodbye for the mean time and go back with our own lives. 19th of October is a wonderful sunday to give thank to our Lord for all the blessings that He gave to us. Usually, I attend mass every morning at 8am, together with my family. Due to last nigth hang-over, I have to attend mass late in the afternoon, unexpectedly, without further notice inside the church, I was amazed with one person - the priest who currently conducting the mass. I have a huge crush on him when I was still young and until now. I don't know his name, further other information with him, all I can say is we grew up in one place in Lucena. A different feeling when I saw him again, feels like I've known him for a long time ago. I know in time our path will cross again - in God's Grace. But wait, out of nowhere in the busy street in the city, going home after the mass, as I look outside the jeepney, I saw him - my childhood crush and now the Father of all. My eyes can't lose to look at him that time, as I notice the plate number of his car - TMC232. For the mean time, I will continue praising to Lord and be thankful for what I had - Thank you Lord. 20th of October, I have to woke up early to travel here from Manila, to submit my sister's document. I love my sister, she is one of my inspiration, I believed with her principles in life and how she manage her work together with her family. It was a worth-thinking upon traveling alone, my minds flew just like a dragonfly in the grass fields - and think the impossible one to make it happen. 21st of October, back to work - back from the real battle arena. You must be strong enough in every obstacle, stand up in very downfall and make sure you will win with all your heart. Just an ordinary day for me at work, to think that there are lot of problems where I work in. After office hours, we have a date with our dear friend - Mary Jane together with Ms. Grace. We ate at my favorite fastfood chain here in Lucena, a nice place to chat along while eating our favorite foods, an ordinary conversations, recaps on our personal lives and what future plans awaits. 22nd of October - Birthday of my Mother and my sister together with my cousin. Would you believe that they have the same birthdate? But along that birthdate, they have different stories to tell and shared with. All of them are close to my heart. Let start with my cousin, I grew up with her, because our house during that time is near to them, as she move to Parañaque to start with her own family together with her work, she's a CPA graduate. We still have communication every now and then, to tell you, one of her siblings is my godson - his name is Ethan Kyle. My sister is very supportive with my decisions evendo we have some differences in our own point of view. She always borrowed my skinny jeans, I swear we have the same size and I hate whenever she did'nt ask my permissions. But despite of that, I love her - the way she dress up and carry herself, and she reads my mind if I'm not telling the truth, she's a Psychology major. Lastly, is my Mother, my Nanay - where I came from, despite of we can't see, talk and touch again. She passed away 2 years ago, I know she's guiding me on every step that I made, and for sure she is happy and proud on what I am today. I miss her so much, her guidance, love, understanding - acceptance. When I'm sad I always think of her, she always there beside me, with regards on all of my achievements and criticisms - I miss you Nanay. This day we attended the mass, we went to the cemetery and have our breakfast at the fastfood chain that we all love to eat - love 'ko to. To start with my day at the work, I came to the office earlier than the usuall days - start the day rigth. Taugth my only one student in CS - Mr. Loo. I never taugth that this day would be a tough one, the long wait is over - release of grades have already been posted and students are eager to know if they passed or failed last term. I can see their faces, the excitement, the joy that it brings and the downfall of their heart. I hope they will understand that it is part of a student's life, they become on what they want it to be and we are here just to guide them in every step of the way. I hope this serves them as a key lesson in their daily life, to improve more in their chosen fields, filled up the lapses that they've done - to become a better individuals. I, also become a student, I've been there with all the hardship and sarcrifices that I had in my life and look who I am rigth - a brave one.

23rd of October, late afternoon, I'm currently talking to Ms. Gen, one of our part-time lecturer, a friend and a second mom - one of my source of wisdom. Talking more complicated issues, confidential topics, heart-warming conversations. She's been there, since I work here in this arena. I loved my life and I could'nt ask for more - and I could wait for more.